放下过去就会有未来吗？

Trip to Thailand was canceled due to'
1. Mummy's health concern
2. Stupid Thailand bombing.

But a there is a replacement to Genting in December.
Let's hope everything will be okay.
I'm considering about the US trip in January, undecided.

God, i'm lost again.
I lost my direction in life once again.
This holiday i thought it is going to be fun,meaningful,enjoyable and etc.
But, everything turned out to be the other way.
zZz.
放下过去就会有未来吗？
原谅了，忘记了，放下了，就能恢复正常吗？
我改变了。好像更冷漠，更无法和世界沟通，因为身旁的人也变了。