exhausted.

very very very tired. anyone can spare me from this exhausting period? i'm collapsing. really. i lost my life. i lost my purpose for living. i lost everything. what am i left with? why cant i just get what i desire? Do you know how tiring it is to go on and on this lifeless cycle. This battery of mine can never be charge fully. My aching here and there. I see red lights shining for my health. Whenever i say about them, people will say that's very common becos i'm always compaining. Even my parents dun wanna bother.So who is gonna bother about me i wonder.I know God does.But god, did you send someone to bother about me? the doctors?i plan to visit the doctor after tournament ends. then i bid goodbye to runing activities. i just couldnt take the pain.

well, 3 days of badminton for me already.I'm still not gaining back the power i used to have.What is happening to me i am not sure.Someone answer me?lols. Thank yu for those who have placed their faith in me.Its crucial to me and i appreciated them. Without all those faith, i think i will be worst than now.
Well, do you have true friends? i dunoe how to answer this question. Not becos i dun treat them as true friends but if i do,am i their true friends?that's my concern.hahaha!well, let's not bother. I'm tired of speaking now.getting more and more zi bi, my food intake is getting low as well. i guess i'm dying.lols. say until so easy. its easier to die than live. i believe in this.