sadden...

alrite...
i am here to post abt my saddness
i am really disappointed by result
i dun wanna get those stupid result again
or rather that isnt the marks i suppose to get
since i say i dun wanna have tuition,
i need to prove it to my mum that i dun need it mean i really dun need it
but then things are going the wrong path...
it maybe a success in a certain subject but NOT all
all in all,i dun wish to disappoint her any longer,
i dun how to tell her as well,due to some issue that i am concern abt her
i will try my best for the every next test,if i really cant make it
that is it,tuition comes in the way...

and...life had change upon knowing the heart-breaking news...
not trying to boast here or anything but...
my thoughts gone far beyond imaginary
and my thinkings went deeper...
u may think i am BHB-ing here
but i really felt tis change in my life and character
which is a gd thing i think...
the environment and happenings around the surrounding,
can really shape a person's mind and thinkings...
i here by say to all...
treasure ur love ones before they are gone or almost going...
if not the pain cums in deep, in the later part...
trust me...

P.S: I promise that i will do it,means i will do it...

meal...
~7 days

-CINDALISM-